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How do you stop feeling?

by on Dec.18, 2003, under General

Please, if someone knows, let me know. I once wondered how much I feel, or how often, or something along those lines. I know right now I feel, because I feel a great deal of pain. Someone whom I loved dearly is gone from my life, and it’s like part of my soul or part of me being ripped out, cut apart, and like any deep wound, the pain is great, the scars deep, and you’re never quite the same.

Linda, I will always, always love you, and wish that things could have worked. I’d hoped that maybe your schedule would ease up to a point where we could see each other more, or that perhaps you’d be more comfortable going out or doing things together. I’d hoped that maybe we’d be more comfortable talking, or who knows. I know I’d just hoped, and part of me will always hope…..

I dated you for a year and a half. Well, more actually, April 30, 2002 was when we started. Minus one month where we broke up, that means we’d dated for 1 year and 7 months. In that time, we shared laughter, tears, hugs, kisses, movies, time, and our hearts. I will always regret we couldn’t share our lives. And I am as much to blame as you.

So, as I work on trying to stop crying, I say now, I love you, I always will, and will always be here, and will always miss you being a part of me, and being a part of you…

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