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Archive for January 27th, 2004

Some personality notes

by on Jan.27, 2004, under General

It’s interesting, doing the whole self analysis type things. You try and figure things out, but no conclusions really come. I’ve been trying to figure out what I feel, where life is going, where life has been, all that fun stuff. In the end, I’ve found few definites, only things which make me search more. Of interest though, I’ve found one or two things which I’ve noticed about my personality.

  • First, it’s when I’m most tired/out of it/whatever that I’m typically the most honest.
  • Second, it’s also in that state when I can screw things up the most
  • Third, when I’m that tired, though I’m the most honest with other people or with myself, it’s also most when I want other people around, to talk, to pay attention to me.

Not all of this is a good thing, but it’s also part of me. Of course, this is a generalization, and not always true, but often it is the case. I also realize however, that some of this can change. I used to be MUCH worse about getting depressed or upset. Now, it’s more just the way life has been this last month or two.

As said, I still don’t have any definite answers, and am trying to figure it out. Some things of course, I won’t talk about on here in a public place, but those who know me, also can probably guess all that’s going on in my life, and understand what I’m talking about. It’s a personal struggle, and one I need to deal with myself. It’s just going to take some time.

A last note, I realize that in some ways I’ve changed greatly these last 6 and 1/2 years, the time since I started college (and finished), but in some ways I haven’t changed. I guess in the end, there are some ways a person never changes….

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